Still up to my ears in essays I need to grade, but managed to sneak some fun into this weekend anyway (in between worrying about finances and spending time on the phone with our families in Cincinnati and Knoxville.) Yesterday we went driving down the 101 looking at the coastlines of neighborhoods – Del Mar, Solana Beach. We stopped in at a “health food” restaurant and had wonderful mahimahi with avocado, black beans, rice, and handmade corn tortillas. Besides the lack of salt, it was all very tasty. Then we went to a park that overlooked the ocean. While we were strolling around, it was very unnerving to think that it was close to December, but we were outside, there were palm trees, and the blue ocean curling away in the distance. Incongruous with my more familiar Christmas-type landscapes, despite the fact that they were offering horse-drawn carraige rides decked with lights last night around the outdoor mall by my house and lighting a huge Christmas tree up (I assume to encourage holiday-type spending 🙂
In fact I really enjoyed being outside yesterday because it was finally down to around 65 degrees, much more comfortable to me than all those eighty-degree days we’ve been having.
Don’t throw snowballs at me, friends in the rest of the country!
I’m worried that I’ve fallen behind in writing and submitting my own poetry, as well as my book reviewing. I don’t know how people who teach four classes do it! Once I’m done grading, I have two freelance articles to finish and a new class to design!
- At November 24, 2008
- By Jeannine Gailey
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Sure, I have a bunch of 1000-word essays to grade, poems to comment on, and two articles waiting to be finished. But I wanted to check in again…
Yesterday we had a pre-Thanksgiving Thanksgiving dinner, because my little brother was in town this weekend, and Thanksgiving dinner is much better with at least one family member. Glenn did all of the cooking – brussel sprouts sauteed in orange juice with pine nuts, delicata squash stuffed with cranberries and pine nuts, cornbread stuffing with dried cranberries, onions, and pinenuts (There was a theme!) and a turkey leg and turkey breast. Oh, and store-bought sweet potato pie, which was pretty good. I felt thankful for Glenn and his excellent cooking, my little brother, who, besides having a bad cold, seemed to be experiencing good things in his life, and for little seals in La Jolla that we visited beforehand, even though it was a bit chilly (in the sixties!) After dinner, we went for a walk at the outdoor mall which had palm trees with Christmas lights beside the koi pond and topiary surfing reindeer. How seasonal can you get? I spent the night singing “Feliz Navidad.”
Now we can relax on real Thanksgiving! Enjoy it, all!
- At November 20, 2008
- By Jeannine Gailey
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- At November 18, 2008
- By Jeannine Gailey
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Sorry for my lack of posts – I had a surprise visit from my little brother and his wife (and he’s coming back next weekend, after his LA-based training) and I’ve been spending a lot of time in doctor’s offices. Plus I’m wrapping up my class at National U for the quarter.
It seems my (auto)immune system is on the fritz again. I went to a very smart UCSD doctor yesterday who was recommended by my Seattle hematologist who called the head of medicine at UCSD for me (thank you Dr. G! You are so getting a fruit basket!) and I was very impressed with her. Not only was she intuitive to the point of being psychic, she asked good questions and was actually interested in my records (which I usually shuffle in with, embarrassed, since I’ve had sooo many tests and screenings over the years that might or might not be helpful for a new doctor I feel like a bit of a freak.) So I feel like I am in good hands in my new city.
Also, if you’re someone who may or may not have lupus, you might want to avoid a lot of sunlight. Such as that found in Southern California.
Note to self: Southern California: good for Reynaud’s syndrome and asthma. Bad for lupus-like autoimmune problems.
Also for my notes on SoCal:
Good: lack of rain.
Bad: plenty of fire.
I also had time to sneak out to a reading and dinner with K. Lorraine Graham who invited me to a very interesting feminist/experimental fiction reading. (One of the readers was Seattle-ite Laynie Brown, a prose poet who also apparently dabbles in prose prose.) What was expecially interesting was how the “experimental” methods in fiction – split and layered narratives, for instance, something Old TS Eliot was doing years ago – seem hardly “experimental” at all – even old-fashioned – in poetry. I’m not up with the usual “experimental fiction” suspects, but if any of you all out there know more about this, I’d be interested in more of a discussion…
For writers, and especially poets, cynicism about our ventures abounds. I am a cynic by nature, about such subjects as politics, corporate culture, “scientific” findings, especially as reported by the popular press, and many other topics. But perhaps I am more optimistic, more hopeful, about poetry – and poets – than most other things.
Two recent essays: one on how poetry-writing is nothing but an assertion of the self, gratification for the ego, and another about the pitfalls and paltriness of the poetry world, have spurred an examination of this optimism.
There is no doubt that there are editors who publish people for the wrong reasons, publishers whose ethics could be questioned, whole poetry organizations whose aesthetics might be described as craven and capitalistic rather than artistic. That we can look at the top prize winners of our century and wonder, honestly, without bitterness, whether we are crazy if their poetry seems “bad” to us personally. There are times when every writer wonders if they should continue writing; that recognition and the means to recognition seem at once to be feared, hated, and prized. Sometimes it seems that even poets hate poetry, or at least that they’re certainly not buying any of it for themselves.
But I believe that poetry is a force, in general, for good. It is a method for laying out and sharing the gifts that we are given, whatever they are, a gift for noticing, chronicling, imagining, painting an internal world. I know that poetry has been something I have read when I have been depressed, discouraged, at odds with the world; that the anger or bitterness or ecstasy of some poet dead or alive has been able to light something within me. And that the reason that I write, and that most writers that I know write, isn’t for the glory of the writer’s game but to ignite that light in someone, somewhere, at some time. Even the poem (or poet) that thinks it dwells in darkness is actually full of illumination. It is an energy of sharing, of openness, of revelling in light.
Ork! Woke up this morning and Shakepeare the cat was hissing, yowling, and limping, so first thing after we wake up, we load up and get to the animal hospital. He’s fine, our little furball just sprained his ankle and knee, so they doped him up, charged us hundreds of dollars for exam and x-ray, and sent us both on our way. PS I think the vet’s digital x-ray equipment is better and faster than any x-rays I’ve ever been given.
We voted in Southern California. Our polling place had no line at 2 PM. Two of the volunteers were high school girls with big hair serving community service hours for a DUI. I know this because they were complaining loudly about it while I tried to make decisions about Veteren’s funds and Animal rights (for, and for.) The other two poll vounteers were very nice older ladies. I’m pretty sure they weren’t in for DUI community service, anyway, but you never know. There were no machines, no curtains, just little boxes on top of music stand-type things with old-fashioned paper ballots. I like those better, anyway. They remind me of the SATs.
I’m hoping for no more excitement. Oh, and our cable went out, just as I sat down to get an election update. Good times.
And oh yeah, go see this:
http://mfrost.typepad.com/cute_overload/2008/11/vote-vote-vote.html
Had a lot of fun last night at the Poetry International reading at DG Wills bookstore in La Jolla. The MFA students working for SDSU’s literary magazine were bright and interesting, and Ilya Kaminsky is always a kick. Got to meet the next New Issues poet on the rise, I think – Jericho Brown, whose first book, Please, is passionate and bluesy, plus, chock-full of persona poems! He read one last night in the voice of Janis Joplin that was terrific.
I read a poem from issue 12 about Amaterasu, the Shinto sun goddess, and a couple of others. (Even sold a book – to a couple of fellow Buffy fans 🙂 One of the other readers had a few poems about translating Japanese, which I thought was fascinating. In fact, I was genuinely impressed with nearly every reader, and besides that, the people just had what I think California people might call “good energy.” It feels like perhaps I’m finally finding the literary folks of the San Diego area, slowly, maybe, but getting there. Still, there’s no Open Books substitute.
Also, a health note: a bit of constant sore throat and cough, it seems, is par for the course in October, even for die-hard San Diegans, because of the Santa Ana winds, so at least I’m not alone in that. A couple of people last night, my ultrasound tech, and countless others have told me that locals always get sick in October. I had to fire Dr. Botox Barbie (which means another round of paperwork and records fun, sigh) but found a very good doctor at the urgent care office next to my apartment complex, and thanks to my best-ever-Seattle-hematologist, the hardest working doctor ever, have an appointment with a new GP recommended by the head of UCSD Medicine. How’s that for a referral? I’m ready for a health boost!