The winners of my poetry giveaway contest are Teresa Dowell and Ron Lewis! (Ron, you didn’t leave your e-mail address, so leave a comment with your e-mail address when you get a chance so I can contact you. If Ron doesn’t contact me by Monday, I’ll do another random generated number and pick another winner!) Thanks to everyone who left a comment – I wish I could afford to give away books to all of you!
Yes, blowing out thirty-seven candles makes one philosophical – and wishing this month I had written thirty-seven poems. This morning, the blue sky over Napa had reappeared, the birds chirping happily at my window. My stomach’s been acting up again (mysterious autoimmune tummy problems, boo!) so I couldn’t have the usual birthday-related food celebration but I have so many other things to be thankful for: wonderful friends, a really cool family, nice weather returning, and my husband waking me up with presents! My mother bought me a beautiful reading notebook from Mayapple – but she went above and beyond by having it custom-done in hot pink leather with my initials on it. And, by chance, my husband bought me a beautiful pair of sandals in hot pink to match (by the way, these are the first sandals I will have worn since the foot-breaking incident, so, yay for increased shoe-wearing options!) I got a boatload of books – on poetry, the Manhattan Project, Supergirls…and a couple of nifty kitchen things that I wanted. We had also recently hit a library book sale and therefore have way more books than I can possibly read in reasonable amount of time, plus all my bookshelves are already overflowing.
Over the last two years, teaching at National University’s MFA program officially and doing poetry consulting unofficially, I’ve thought about how difficult it is to really share anything about poetry. Some things – specifics versus the vague, surprises versus cliche, and form – those are the easy basics. But other things – the exact way a manuscript should come together, for instance, is full of nuance, or the key to finding a way to each poet’s unique way of looking at the world and getting that into their poetry – are trickier. They’re more empathetic, intuitive. And how to steer around your own poetry prejudices, which you might not even be aware of? It’s an art, not a science – I just can’t have people go off and memorize facts, though I can (and do) encourage them to read, read, read, to get poetry into their brains. Maybe that’s the most important thing you can do as a mentor – get people excited about the poems you’re excited about, and help them see why they are exciting.
Tomorrow is the drawing for the poetry book giveaway, so if you haven’t already entered, today is your last day.
PS I believe it is also a Pink Moon. So the pink presents are doubly appropriate!
This last weekend I was lucky enough to go to a really fun poetry party, which featured, among other things, some pretty interesting alternative-folk-cello music, and where I got to meet Rachel Dacus in person! Rachel and I had been “online” friends for some time, but it was great to actually see her and get to say hi. That’s one of the best things about blogging, finding these cool people you might never have met otherwise. Anyway, it definitely was a good weekend for poetry socializing, although on Monday I just shut myself away and graded all day to make up for it. I have two thesis advisee students as well as a class called Advanced Poetry Workshop on my hands this quarter, so I’m still not all the way finished. I’ve sent out some queries for book reviews and now must force myself to send out some poetry subs before the dreaded May cutoff time. Also send in to some open submissions and maybe apply for some fellowships…Have you every noticed how much more poetry-related work we do compared to actual poetry writing? I’d also like to write another poem or two before the end of the month happens. We were supposed to go up to Seattle this last week of April, but instead we’ve had to postpone it for another month or so. So I look forward to celebrating with my Seattle friends soon, just not as soon as I hoped. I guess May/June is a less rainy time to visit the Northwest, anyway, so it probably works out. If you haven’t yet updated your link to my new blog, please do it! And if you haven’t yet entered the poetry giveaway, do it! After all, it’s almost my birthday. Maybe I’ll win someone else’s poetry giveaway! Or a nice big book contest. That would be a great present! Come on Universe, what do you say?
As a reviewer, I get sent a lot of books for free. And I have a lot of friends who are really good writers who also send me books. This week I read a book that I not only enjoyed, but also felt something of a kinship with, since the author and I share an interest in femme fatale heroines and their sad fates, sci-fi time-travel, and nostalgia for the eighties. I Have to Go Back to 1994 and Kill a Girl is not only a wonderful read, but feels like a book I should have written. Dang it!
Continuing to celebrate National Poetry Month with even more poetry-related social events this weekend. Hopefully they will be fun! The sun has finally come out and finally visible are the products of spring – bunches of red-and-orange roses (this must be a Napa Valley obsession – red and orange roses are everywhere – on the walls of restaurants, in front of run-down homes, on street corners) – my primary care doctor’s office has become picturesquely draped with wisteria blossoms – and pink dogwood bloom in the tiny yards of of row houses. Thin asparagus is cooking on the grill, along with bulbs of fennel, almost every night. The minute I get diagnosed with a gluten intolerance, the local cupcake shops starts carrying gluten-free cupcakes, a week before my birthday. I mean, how could things not be looking up?
I wrote a poem I am really proud of this last week, but I’m not ready to send it out anywhere yet. I’m ready for another book to be published, I’m downright impatient actually, I’m ready to take on more work for more money, I’m ready to be healthy and get on with things in general. I feel madly in love with my husband – we’ve been married for 14 years, so you know what? That’s pretty cool. And I’m happy with my weight for the first time in a long time (I’m such a chick, but guess what? I cut out gluten and I lost a significant amount of weight in a matter of weeks. I recommend it! New weight loss/health advice book by me: figure out what the hell the foods are that you can’t digest and stop eating them. If you need to see a nice gastroenterologist who specializes in immune-system-related gastro problems like I did, so be it. It’s worth the time and trouble.)
So how much of my life do I have control over? I can try to get more freelance work, I can send out queries, I can send out my book manuscript in a poetry world surely crammed with the manuscripts flooding in after AWP. I can go and read new books of poetry and get inspired, go see poets read and get inspired, do things – like reading and writing – that reaffirm that I actually like poetry. That’s what I’m all about in this last week before I turn – gulp – 37. I’m going to do the things I can do and try to enjoy those things and not worry about the things I’m not in control of. I’m going to write new poems, they will be poems that take risks and allow me to try new things.
I am not a Twilight fan. I notice that Twilight is creeping into my students’ poems. So I decided for poetry month to write one of my own. Yes, it’s supposed to be funny.
The Problem with Twilight
She looks at him and thinks I am worth more dead
He looks at her and thinks what’s for dinner
In other news, I got to go to at least part of the Marin Poetry Festival, though it was in the least handicapped-accessible venue I’ve ever seen – to make it to this ampitheatre in the woods, you had to climb down a steep, rocky, rooty, unpaved hill. Neat! I felt sorry for all the poor elderly women with walkers (way to to think of others, poetry festival organizers – at least half the crowd was over 65) and thankful for Glenn and Natasha’s help navigating (using my pink cane. I’m now to the cane phase of my two-bad-ankle-injury recovery, by the way. Our of the wheelchair for the most part. Yay!) It was set in a quite beautiful park, with a wide stream and under the shade of giant evergreens in the Old Mill Park. I had never been to the town of Old Mill before, which was quaint and cute with lots of weirdly upscale shopping and I want to go back and visit later. I got to see J.P. Dancing Bear (of American Poetry Journal and Dream Horse Press) and C.J. Sage (of the National Poetry Review) read and that was a lot of fun. I also got to catch up with poet-friend Natasha Moni, who is currently training for medical school, because being a poet isn’t enough, she also wants to be a doctor. Some people! 🙂
Today we drove out to Santa Rosa, about an hour away, to participate in and enjoy the California Poets in the Schools reading. The best part was watching some little fourth graders reading their own poems. It was inspiring, because these kids delivered good solid imagery with poise. I wish every open mike was that entertaining. Plus, fourth graders are adorable! I also got to catch up with some of the CPITS poets, who are all wonderful women with just good spirits. They remind me of my Seattle poetry friends, in that they are generous, good-natured, and good poets all at the same time. It was great to get out and about a little bit. I’ve been laid up so much in the past six months that I haven’t been able to socialize as much as I’d like. Tomorrow if I’m well enough I’m going to try to make it to the Marin Poetry Festival to see some more poets read. That’s what poetry month is all about, baby!
Sorry I had to do the blog move so suddenly; google’s blogger decided it didn’t want to support the kind of blog I had, so I had to change it to a kind they would support. Please remember to update your links!
Also, had interesting news from my last set of blood tests. I was just ranting and raving recently about all the tests I’ve had done over the past ten years, but I think I might have found a doctor who actually ran some of the right autoimmune tests this time. We’ll see. I want to confirm with the doc before I say anything for sure, but I’m cheered up that I might be near the end of the testing tunnel, with a real answer perhaps!
I have to migrate my blog this week, because Google’s blogger is no longer supporting FTP sites, which mine has been. So the new blog address will be: http://myblog.webbish6.com/ Please make a note of it. Update those blog links! If you subscribe to an RSS feed or anything, the new RSS link is http://myblog.webbish6.com/feeds/posts/default And I’ll have a redirect page as well, that will hopefully work just fine.
Finally posting that I’m taking part in Kelli’s poetry book giveaway for April. I’m not only giving away a copy of my book, Becoming the Villainess, but copies of Ice, Mouth, Song by Rachel Contreni Flynn from Tupelo Press, The Whole Marie by Barbara Maloutas from Ahsahta Press, G.E. Patterson’s To and From, also from Ahsahta Press, and Minimum Heroic by Christopher Salerno from The Mississippi Review Poetry Series.
Post a comment (along with your e-mail address) and I’ll put your name in a hat. The lucky winner gets three books! Then a runner up will get a different two books, because that’s how I roll! Two chances to win!
Well, here I am entertaining you while all the other poets are off at AWP. WonderCon was definitely fascinating, I met some wonderful writers while I was there, real life superheroines, and got to do some very unique people watching (stormtroopers? anime characters come to life? A bevvy of Boba Fetts?) I still miss the literary slam dance at AWP, of course. April seems to have come to California in stops and starts – it was forty and driving rain on Sunday, today it is seventy and sunny, this Sunday it is supposed to be cold and raining again. The sky can’t make up its mind. This is my birthday month, which maybe I am also ambivalent about, like the weather. It’s also poetry month, and I’ll be participating later in the month in a poetry book giveaway. I’ve been thinking about work – work that sustains poets, work I should want to do, work I should try to get – lately, too. Teaching versus marketing writing or technical writing, the practical versus the passion. There were someinterestingconversations on the Harriet blog about poets who do something besides teaching for a living. Are you writing a poem-a-day this month? I always think this idea might work better in August than April, because for me, April is usually a frenzy of events, family visits, and work overload. And besides that, I find I only write the usual amount of decent poems a month even if I write every day; if I don’t try to write every day, I usually write about four poems a month, give or take. I do try to read more poetry and attend more readings during April, and also to take in more art – I went in to San Fran for some blood tests and got to go beforehand to a couple of art galleries, because that makes the trip less onerous, and also because I feel I write more when I get to see more art. Reading good books helps too. My little brother and his wife are coming in town tomorrow, and that means doing more of the tourist stuff around Napa, which should be fun. Wish me luck and health!
Jeannine Hall Gailey served as the second Poet Laureate of Redmond, Washington and the author of Becoming the Villainess, She Returns to the Floating World, Unexplained Fevers, The Robot Scientist’s Daughter, and winner of the Moon City Press Book Prize and SFPA’s Elgin Award, Field Guide to the End of the World. Her latest, Flare, Corona from BOA Editions, was a finalist for the Washington State Book Award. She’s also the author of PR for Poets, a Guidebook to Publicity and Marketing. Her work has been featured on NPR’s The Writer’s Almanac, Verse Daily and The Year’s Best Fantasy and Horror. Her poems have appeared in The American Poetry Review, Poetry, and JAMA.