- At February 23, 2006
- By Jeannine Gailey
- In Blog
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Thanks everyone for your well-wishes. We did end up having another vet do a cat-autopsy, and found that my kitty had a genetic progressive heart condition called Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy that caused her heart walls to thicken over time, so that a seemingly healthy cat can just drop dead at any time, and the only way to diagnose it is with a doppler EKG. Although the pain meds may have been too much for her and slowed her already-overworked heart to the breaking point. I keep thinking, if only…A lot of purebred cats have this condition, apparently, though our little mutt kitty was not purebred. She sure was cute and sweet though. I just wish I had been able to say goodbye. Bye little black kitty, who was nicknamed “Gamorg” after the wolf-amimate-creature in the Neverending Story because of her long, long fangs. I was thinking it was about this time last year that I almost died during surgery because of an undiagnosed (and, also, rare) bleeding disorder. I was so mad at my surgeon/doctor then, but now I have forgiven her. Everyone makes mistakes, and doctors can’t assume everyone they work on is going to be the exception. Maybe over time I will get over my anger at the vet…Sorry to fill the blog with cat pictures. Soon, I’m sure, I’ll be back to talking poetry…
Steven D. Schroeder
Sorry about your loss, Jeannine.
Penultimatina
I am so sorry. 🙁
Black kitties are the sweetest. Many hugs coming your way.
32poems
I did some research on this and read that heart worms and the cardiomyopathy you mentioned are the 2 main causes of sudden deaths in cats.
Shadi
im sorry for your loss,i know life can turn black and while after such a loss,well, my prayer to God that if ill be in heaven then i want my kittens to be with me,i do believe they will be, so do believe in that dear
Sean Smith
I know this was two years ago but we are going throught the same thing and it was good to read your feelings about your kitty. I too just wish I could have said goodbye.