Nothing to get you in the Christmas spirit like a nice cold MRI in the morning. Brrr…A lot of doctor appointments this last week, which means we have postponed getting our tree. Honestly, our new apartment is so small, we’ll probably just get one of those tiny decorative trees. Like a toy. A toy tree for our toy apartment. It’s supposed to turn cold here after tomorrow. I heard Seattle was having a winter storm warning!
Some of my e-mails seem to having some problems – so if you haven’t heard from me or I haven’t responded to something and you need something urgently, please comment here!
Good news for Aimee Nezhukumatathil and C. Dale Young on the NEA grants! (Sure, it would have been nice to get one those this year, but at least applying was good practice…for applying next time.) And also, my friend Natasha M. just got her first piece of fiction published here. I’m always excited (and jealous) when poets publish fiction.
Lots of waiting rooms mean lots of reading…finished The Brief and Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao, which was a little difficult because it was full of Spanish slang (really I need to pick up some Spanish!) and was pretty brutal in its depiction of atrocities committed in the Dominican Republic by various despots and thugs. Started All the Sad Young Literary Men. Got my contributor’s copy finally of American Poetry Journal, which is now beautifully perfect-bound and full of blogger poetry – and it has a review and a poem in it from little old me. Appropriately, there was a series of three poems called “MRI.”
Thanks for all your inquiries. Yes, Glenn and I are safe after the jet crash. The crash happened about fifteen minutes away from where we live. The sad news is I believe the jet crashed into a house where there was a grandmother, a mother, and two children at home; two are dead and two are missing.
What do you do for inspiration? I’ve been so stressed out over end-of-quarter grading and other commitments I haven’t had much time or energy for writing, submitting, reviewing, etc. (Plus, learning to live in a tiny apartment with my husband and I both working from home has made it a little bit harder to get into the mental writing space.)
So, in order to combat my lack of inspiration and mental energy, a couple of days ago Glenn and I went to a bunch of galleries in La Jolla, which were mostly more mainstream and bland-y than Seattle’s gallery scene, but I did find some interesting work among the landscapes and sailboats – a glass artist who pours molten glass over stainless steel wire, a portrait of a sleeping girl on a pillow with teeth, a red riding hood figure with a butterfly painted onto the canvas.
Tonight we went to Aimee Mann’s Holiday concert at Solana Beach’s Bottoms Up Tavern, which is a nice intimate venue compared to the other places I’ve seen her play. Grant Lee Philips was there and did a hilarious version of “Voices Carry” as a fake Willie Nelson. The Grinch theme song was played. There was a film parody of A Christmas Carol. She’s hilarious and talks a lot like my artist friend Michaela Eaves. (See Broadside art below for reference.) I am also totally inspired that this punky chick who I was listening to when I was twelve is still rocking out and goofy at 48, looking fantastic and cool.
A little music, a little visual art, and tomorrow maybe even a little bit of free time to work on my own work… What’s your recipe for inspiration?
Look for Suzanne Frischkorn and Tom Hunley on Verse Daily this week!
And, since it’s “Cyber Monday” and you’re all shopping for Christmas presents, did I mention poetry books make a great holiday gift? I am going to put on my winter special and offer this limited-edition, beautiful broadside of “The Snow Queen Explains” for free to anyone who buys a copy of Becoming the Villainess from me between now and Christmas. The art work on the broadside was done by the lovely and talented Michaela Eaves, who also did the cover art of my book. I only have a few copies around, so this offer won’t last 🙂
Here’s the link to order the book:
https://webbish6.com/orderform.htm
or you can e-mail me at jeannine dot gailey at live dot com.
All I want for Christmas is an enthusiastic publisher for my second book manuscript. And total financial security. And shiny happy healthiness. And, well, some world peace would be nice, too. Come on, Santa!
Still up to my ears in essays I need to grade, but managed to sneak some fun into this weekend anyway (in between worrying about finances and spending time on the phone with our families in Cincinnati and Knoxville.) Yesterday we went driving down the 101 looking at the coastlines of neighborhoods – Del Mar, Solana Beach. We stopped in at a “health food” restaurant and had wonderful mahimahi with avocado, black beans, rice, and handmade corn tortillas. Besides the lack of salt, it was all very tasty. Then we went to a park that overlooked the ocean. While we were strolling around, it was very unnerving to think that it was close to December, but we were outside, there were palm trees, and the blue ocean curling away in the distance. Incongruous with my more familiar Christmas-type landscapes, despite the fact that they were offering horse-drawn carraige rides decked with lights last night around the outdoor mall by my house and lighting a huge Christmas tree up (I assume to encourage holiday-type spending 🙂
In fact I really enjoyed being outside yesterday because it was finally down to around 65 degrees, much more comfortable to me than all those eighty-degree days we’ve been having.
Don’t throw snowballs at me, friends in the rest of the country!
I’m worried that I’ve fallen behind in writing and submitting my own poetry, as well as my book reviewing. I don’t know how people who teach four classes do it! Once I’m done grading, I have two freelance articles to finish and a new class to design!
- At November 24, 2008
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Sure, I have a bunch of 1000-word essays to grade, poems to comment on, and two articles waiting to be finished. But I wanted to check in again…
Yesterday we had a pre-Thanksgiving Thanksgiving dinner, because my little brother was in town this weekend, and Thanksgiving dinner is much better with at least one family member. Glenn did all of the cooking – brussel sprouts sauteed in orange juice with pine nuts, delicata squash stuffed with cranberries and pine nuts, cornbread stuffing with dried cranberries, onions, and pinenuts (There was a theme!) and a turkey leg and turkey breast. Oh, and store-bought sweet potato pie, which was pretty good. I felt thankful for Glenn and his excellent cooking, my little brother, who, besides having a bad cold, seemed to be experiencing good things in his life, and for little seals in La Jolla that we visited beforehand, even though it was a bit chilly (in the sixties!) After dinner, we went for a walk at the outdoor mall which had palm trees with Christmas lights beside the koi pond and topiary surfing reindeer. How seasonal can you get? I spent the night singing “Feliz Navidad.”
Now we can relax on real Thanksgiving! Enjoy it, all!
- At November 20, 2008
- By Jeannine Gailey
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- At November 18, 2008
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Sorry for my lack of posts – I had a surprise visit from my little brother and his wife (and he’s coming back next weekend, after his LA-based training) and I’ve been spending a lot of time in doctor’s offices. Plus I’m wrapping up my class at National U for the quarter.
It seems my (auto)immune system is on the fritz again. I went to a very smart UCSD doctor yesterday who was recommended by my Seattle hematologist who called the head of medicine at UCSD for me (thank you Dr. G! You are so getting a fruit basket!) and I was very impressed with her. Not only was she intuitive to the point of being psychic, she asked good questions and was actually interested in my records (which I usually shuffle in with, embarrassed, since I’ve had sooo many tests and screenings over the years that might or might not be helpful for a new doctor I feel like a bit of a freak.) So I feel like I am in good hands in my new city.
Also, if you’re someone who may or may not have lupus, you might want to avoid a lot of sunlight. Such as that found in Southern California.
Note to self: Southern California: good for Reynaud’s syndrome and asthma. Bad for lupus-like autoimmune problems.
Also for my notes on SoCal:
Good: lack of rain.
Bad: plenty of fire.
I also had time to sneak out to a reading and dinner with K. Lorraine Graham who invited me to a very interesting feminist/experimental fiction reading. (One of the readers was Seattle-ite Laynie Brown, a prose poet who also apparently dabbles in prose prose.) What was expecially interesting was how the “experimental” methods in fiction – split and layered narratives, for instance, something Old TS Eliot was doing years ago – seem hardly “experimental” at all – even old-fashioned – in poetry. I’m not up with the usual “experimental fiction” suspects, but if any of you all out there know more about this, I’d be interested in more of a discussion…
For writers, and especially poets, cynicism about our ventures abounds. I am a cynic by nature, about such subjects as politics, corporate culture, “scientific” findings, especially as reported by the popular press, and many other topics. But perhaps I am more optimistic, more hopeful, about poetry – and poets – than most other things.
Two recent essays: one on how poetry-writing is nothing but an assertion of the self, gratification for the ego, and another about the pitfalls and paltriness of the poetry world, have spurred an examination of this optimism.
There is no doubt that there are editors who publish people for the wrong reasons, publishers whose ethics could be questioned, whole poetry organizations whose aesthetics might be described as craven and capitalistic rather than artistic. That we can look at the top prize winners of our century and wonder, honestly, without bitterness, whether we are crazy if their poetry seems “bad” to us personally. There are times when every writer wonders if they should continue writing; that recognition and the means to recognition seem at once to be feared, hated, and prized. Sometimes it seems that even poets hate poetry, or at least that they’re certainly not buying any of it for themselves.
But I believe that poetry is a force, in general, for good. It is a method for laying out and sharing the gifts that we are given, whatever they are, a gift for noticing, chronicling, imagining, painting an internal world. I know that poetry has been something I have read when I have been depressed, discouraged, at odds with the world; that the anger or bitterness or ecstasy of some poet dead or alive has been able to light something within me. And that the reason that I write, and that most writers that I know write, isn’t for the glory of the writer’s game but to ignite that light in someone, somewhere, at some time. Even the poem (or poet) that thinks it dwells in darkness is actually full of illumination. It is an energy of sharing, of openness, of revelling in light.